Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The weather has been gorgeous lately, which means we've been hanging at the playground every chance we get...


Ready, set, GO!



You would never know that only a few weeks ago, she wasn't really a fan of the playground.  And then one day, we pulled up and she yelled "Oh Boy!!!" and took off running for the slides.  It's been true love ever since.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

A Year Ago...

(this post is almost 2 weeks late, but vacation and laundry took precedence)


A little over a year ago, our lives changed forever. The day we saw our daughter for the first time is one that I will never forget. But looking back at my post from that day, I think I was so overwhelmed, that I really didn't post any details about how our referral unfolded. So here goes...

Well first I have to give a little background info about our switch from the Vietnam program to the Korea program. Towards the very end of February, rumors were flying that the Vietnam program would inevitably shutdown, probably within the next 6 months. At the time, we were with a very small agency that so far had received no referrals. One day it just hit me that there was no way we would receive a referral before the rumored shutdown. I told Marc about this intuition and asked him if he thought we should start looking into other countries, other agencies. His reply was a firm "absolutely not". He thought it was ridiculous to jump ship before it was even confirmed that the program was going to shutdown, and his biggest concern was that we simply could not afford to walk away from the money we already spent on Vietnam, and pursue another adoption. A few tears were shed by me, then we both came to the agreement that we would wait a month, and then re-visit this conversation. Well, about 2 days later I brought it up again, but this time I was armed with reinforcements - our best friends, Andy and Christa, who recently began a Korean adoption. We all went out to dinner and I brought up our predicament, and they were both in agreement with me that we should pursue a Korean adoption asap. Lo and behold, by the end of the dinner, Marc was considering looking into it!  (talk about peer pressure!)  First thing Monday morning, I began calling agencies. A librarian I work with mentioned this small agency that only did Korean adoptions, located in Pennsylvania, called Love the Children, that she adopted her son through 5 years ago. I gave them a call and explained our situation to their director and she agreed to work with us and set me up with their local social worker. The social worker was having an open house the next weekend and said that it was important that we try to attend. Marc agreed to go, even though he was still on the fence about switching, and it was about an hour and a half away. The open house was great because we got to meet other couples that were at all different stages of adoption, including a few couples that recently brought their adorable children home from Korea! This one little girl kept smiling at Marc and sat right in his lap and started playing with his curly hair. It was one of the cutest things I had ever seen! By the time we got in the car, Marc was like "You have the application, right? Did you ask the social worker when we can schedule a homestudy?"  Decision made!  I called our VN agency and put that adoption on hold and then sent our Korean application in.  Now talk about a speedy timeline - our social worker was able to come over within a few weeks of that first meeting. (unfortunately, we had to have a completely new homestudy done.) She came over on a Saturday, and then on the following Monday, I received a phone call at work from our new agency. At the time of the phone call, I was in a meeting with 2 other librarians, in my own library. I told them that it was my agency and that I needed to take the call, so I went into this little closet in my library for privacy. It was the secretary and she said that they received all of our paperwork and that the social worker expedited our new homestudy to them and then she had a few questions about our taxes, etc. She then said that the director would like to talk to me for a minute. The director (who is an older Korean woman with a very heavy accent) came on the line and said, "Amanda, I have a beautiful baby girl for you!" It was probably the last thing in the world that I expected her to say -because #1, I knew that this agency moved very quickly, but I absolutely did not expect it this quickly! and #2, since we switched to the Korea program, we were expecting the referral of a little boy, which were excited about, but we had been planning to have a little girl for almost a year, so deep down we still wanted a little girl. So needless to say, I let out a howl/scream. Tears, there were lots of tears. And then she just kept on talking - she started telling me all about her birth parents, her height and weight, that she was already trying to walk, what she liked to eat, that her birthday was on our wedding anniversary, and that she matched us with her because she thought that she looked like Marc (?!). There was so much information and I was still sobbing and all I could think of is that I needed to talk to Marc. I jotted down as much as I could and then she told me to call my social worker asap to set up a time to go see her picture.

I came out of the closet and the other 2 librarians were staring at me, tears were streaming down my face, and I screamed "I'm a mama!".  Coincidentally, the substitute that was covering for me while I was in my "meeting" that day, was my best friend, Andrea.  It was pretty cool to have her there to share in such an emotional moment.  So there was lots of hugging, and then I said that I needed to get hold of Marc. I grabbed my cell and called him at work. Voicemail. I called him on his cell. Voicemail. I called both his work and cell for about 20 minutes straight. I finally called the main number at his work and told the operator that I was Marc's wife and that there was an emergency and I needed to get a hold of him. He was out of the office working on a job, but they were able to locate him and patch me through on a work cell. Our conversation went like this:

me: It's a girl! (quite inaudibly because I was crying so hard)

Marc: What do you mean?! What are you talking about?!?!

me: The agency just called and we have a baby girl!!!!!! And she looks like you!

Marc: sniffle. Are you serious? I can't believe it Amanda, all of our dreams just came true. We're parents!

Needless to say, more tears were shed and I told him to meet me at home, asap. We couldn't get a hold of our social worker, but she lives an hour and a half away, so we decided to just start driving out to her house and left her a message that we were on our way. We were almost to her house when she returned our call, saying that she has the picture of our daughter, but that she wouldn't be home until about 8pm that night, and that we were more than welcome to meet her then. Ugh. So we decided to go to P.F. Chang's for dinner to try to pass the time. I couldn't eat a thing.

Finally, the clock struck 8 and we were at her house, ringing her doorbell. She invited us into her office and asked us if we would like to hear all of the information about her first, or see her picture first. Picture! Tears, lots of tears. What an indescribable feeling. She was the most beautiful thing we had ever seen. Marc even said that she looked like an angel, which was unusually corny for him. She then told us about her background information, but again, I could barely pay attention, my head was just swirling. And then within minutes, I had this intense feeling of, "That's my baby!  But she's on the other side of the world.  And someone else is taking care of her! I need to be with her NOW!!!"  A feeling that, unfortunately, I had to deal with for the next 3 months. But it was all worth it, so, so worth it.

We were lucky to survive the car ride home because Marc was driving and he refused to turn the light off and stop staring at her picture. It was late by the time we got home, but we still had to stop at our parents houses to share the exciting news. We were so exhausted, but it was such an incredible day.

So that's my story. A year late, but the memory is still so strong that it feels like it was just yesterday. I hope it always stays that way.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Fun in the sun

We are back from sunny Florida. We had an incredible vacation. We went to the same exact place Marc and I went last year on spring break. But last year, we had just received Poppy's referral and all we talked about was her. It was so amazing to be together on vacation this year. Poppy was a trooper on the flights, just sat on our laps and entertained us with her antics, which was such a relief. And she had a blast going to the beach and playing in the sand. Although I'm pretty sure the highlight of the week for her was getting to go out for ice-cream every night.

We took a million pictures, here are a few of the highlights...


First time at the beach. She was nervous of the water at first, she kept pointing and saying "Wawa!" Eventually she warmed up to it...




We had one rainy day, so we found a children's museum in the area. Poppy loved this table - the balls were being propelled by blasts of air.




Easter Sunday at the Don Cesar...





On Monday we went to the Tampa Zoo. It was incredible! And Poppy loved cooling off in the sprinklers...




Last day at the beach...



We were able to catch the Yankees - Rays game the night before we headed home. Poppy absolutely loved it! She sat on Marc's lap the entire time and if she wasn't scarfing down a hot-dog or ice-cream, she was shouting over and over "Where ball?! Where ball?!" It was too cute!



Tuesday, April 7, 2009

23 months.


Taking her friends Elmo and Cookie Monster for a ride...  (at the Strong Museum of Play)


Stop the clock.  I'm about to have a 2 year old, and that just can't be possible.  About once a week I look at her hair and wonder why it has not grown a millimeter since she has been home, but suddenly I am relieved that it hasn't grown because I think it keeps her looking like a little baby.  My little baby.  Here's what my little baby has been up to this month...

Basically go back and read last month's update, and this month has been the exact opposite.  I can't remember the last time she had a temper tantrum.  She's just full of love and hugs and kisses.  Whenever I randomly say, "Poppy, I love you.", she runs up to me and gives me a kiss and a big squeeze around my neck and pats my back.  Melts my heart each time.  And lately when she is sitting on my lap reading books or watching Elmo on tv, she'll stop and look up at me and say "awwwwww mama!" and give me a big squeeze.  Love this girl.

3 things that she simply cannot live without right now:

Books. Maybe she'll end up being a librarian like her mama.  She has to read first thing when we wake up and then stops what she's doing all day long and does the sign for book and says "Booooo!  Booooooo!".  Thank God for the public library (and for the fact that I work in a school library).  The piles of books in this house continue to grow at a rapid rate.  But ever since we started our new bedtime routine, she has become obsessed with one book in particular, Time For Bed by Mem Fox.  This is the only book she wants us to read to her at bedtime.  And we end up reading it over and over and over.  Her little chin starts to quiver when we get to the last page because she knows that it's going to be over soon (hence we read it over and over and over).  I bet I've read this book at least 100 times over the past 2 weeks.

Elmo's World.  We went through a rough patch with diaper changes a few weeks ago, where she started kicking and screaming and basically it just got ugly.  So we bribed her by letting her watch Elmo while we changed her diaper (which was basically the only time she watched tv).  Well within a few days, she started telling us all day long that she had poo-poo.  And she would go as far as taking out her own changing pad and diaper and then do a somersault onto the changing pad and lay there saying "ELMO!  ELMO!" until we put her furry friend on the tv.  I'm telling you, she's a smart little girl.  Now she gets to watch Elmo's World about once a day and no longer fights us on the diaper changes.

Her pink car.  It was given to us by a friend from my school and this thing is awesome.  Everytime we pull into the driveway, she points to the backyard (where her pink car is parked) and starts pretending to "drive a car".  She buckles herself up and either Marc or myself use the handle to steer.  She could drive in this thing all day long.  And Lola loves being her companion as they tour the neighborhood.

As usual, I can't remember most of what I wanted to post.  We're leaving in a few days for our first vacation as a family of 3, so my head is spinning with lists of things to pack and do before we leave.  I'll update this post as I remember any other fun facts about my baby.  But if you don't hear from me for a while, it's because I'm busy basking in the sun and relaxing on the beach with my little family!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Mission Accomplished


You read it right. Mission: "sleeping child" is accomplished. As of last night, we can now do our bedtime routine and then put Poppy in her bed, say goodnight and leave the room. And she falls asleep all by herself and continues to sleep all night long, all by herself. This is something that I honestly did not think would ever happen. And it was so much easier than we anticipated. Every night when we hear her fall asleep, we both sit on the couch and just keep saying to each other, "I can't believe it! I can't believe it actually worked!" (As I'm typing this, Marc just said "I still can't believe she sleeps through the night now- it's a friggin' miracle!") And I can't get over the change in Poppy during the day either! She wakes up so happy, she is never crabby in the morning like she used to be, and is just extra cute and full of energy all day long. Tantrums are far and few-between.  And nap-times are still the same amount of time, and sometimes even longer than before! I can go on and on about the changes we've seen in Little Miss over the past month, but I'll hold off until her 23 month post in a couple of days.


Lately, if she is having any fun at all, her tongue has to be outside of her mouth.


Whistling for the elephants at the zoo.


My friends Christa and Michelle both met their babies from S.Korea this week, which was so incredibly exciting. I'm trying my hardest to leave them alone because I know how hard those first couple of days/weeks can be, but their little boys are sooo cute, I can hardly wait for updates!  It's bringing back so many memories of our first days with Poppy. Speaking of which, we have our referral-versary coming up next week!


And finally breakfast with the Easter Bunny at the zoo this morning...


Apparently the Easter Bunny and Santa Claus are working together to scare the crap out of Poppy.


One of my all-time fave Poppy faces.

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